This is only the begining my lifes about to change
just because i want to and no one can say i can't. this is my space my book and dammit if i wanna tag it i can...lol read it or delete but don't hate on it cuz hate sux and it makes you old and it makes you tired and worst than that it makes you ugly. peace love and recycle lol
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
i just want to sleep, that's all.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
I LOVE LINE GRAPHS
I love line graphs! I know that sounds absolutely absurd but it’s true. You know I was thinking about how we always assume a line graph should steadily rise right? We look at them to determine our financial standing, our public rapport, basically anything we really want to watch rise to the top but what of the things we want to see go down; things like crime, cholesterol, fat, BMI what about our BMR. Yeah I love line graphs, especially now that I’m using them and seeing them and watching my progress while I’m amid this new lifestyle change. Every day I look at the line graph and the numbers get smaller and the line steadily drops well on it’s way to my goal. My weight has decreased which is the most important thing seemingly but so has my BMI and even more importantly my BMR. At first I was bummed that my BMR was dropping, I was thinking well hell it’s going to make it that much harder to keep my negative caloric intake down but I started to think. If my BMR is dropping that means that my entire body is working less to keep me alive, that means that I am healthier than when I started. So what, I can’t be quite as lazy every day, but who cares I feel so much better with this weight gone that I actually enjoy moving my body. It’s easier to move it too it is amazing the difference that 10lbs can make on person’s structure. I say it now and for the rest of my life I LOVE LINE GRAPHS!
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
some days i wonder what the hell i'm even here for.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Silent acknowledgment of obvious things
The funny thing about life is that there are so many little things that an consume us without us knowing it. I find that each day that passes runs into the next, half the time I can think of nothing at all and the other half of the time all I can think of is Aaron. I am so gloriously, magnificently, and passionately in love with him that I quite literally have no sense of my own. We are getting married March 17, 2011. That will be a wonderful day there is so much to do and plan but really I have it all figured out already. I know what it will look like what we all wear how we do the whole thing but I have yet to figure out where we will do it. I guess today I have no idea what to say other than I feel like I should be here saying things. I was reading my previous posts and I realize that I really am a very messed up and confused individual. It seems to me that the only thing I know for sure is that I love Aaron with all my heart and soul, I always have and obviously I always will. This of course is in no way an epiphany to me, I just think it’s funny how I can be so messed up sometimes and that’s one thing I don’t doubt in the least. Oh sweet love how glorious you are.